As it's rather quiet here, I think I shall come and write something... so here I am to lament about dramafeste. I mean, of course, I know we have done our best and I really saw the progress... so I know we are good... it's just that it's not our time yet... or maybe, we are good, but the others are better... or maybe we just are not destined to win or fated to be under-appreciated.

Ah... well, what's most important is that we've beat ourselves and we have not regretted of what we did. So... all in all, be proud of ourselves!!! We do rock.


True Freedom Rock the World. --xj aka mafia [e big sister >.<]

Hello people,

How's everyone? Feeling good? Doing fine? I wanna faint le... Haha. Coz a lot of things to do... nvm. Anyway, please please please please do visit our Classserver page whenever you can and participate... as in, post something or just add in your contact. http://classserver.hci.edu.sg/life username would be hci\y06hci**** and password is your own password.

And ermz... oh yar... dramafeste is around the corner, do come down to support us. :) oh, one announcement, or rather request: Any guy in the class has black shoes [try not be to sport shoes, try to get leather shoes or something similar] of size 11-12? If have, can lend? I'm in charge of costume for Artemis dramafeste so I desperately need your help. If you have and willing to lend, just approach me. Thanks.

Ok, Valentine's before dramafeste so I'm wishing everyone a happy Valentine's Day~! And Friendship Day!! Hehe. Pardon if on that day I don't have anything for everyone, I'll try to get something... but it's not a guarantee. >.< -lazy lousy xiaojun-

Anyway, here's a random song lyrics for you people... it's not to depress anyone... just find the song nice and lyrics intrigueing. Yupz.

Alive by X-Japan

I'm wandering the town all light off
I don't know where I'm leaving for
the muddy rain start to fall on me
and I'm walking down to subway

I can't see all around me
get me out of here
talk to me if someone is in this darkness

I'm out of my head
out of my mind
tell me where I'm what's going on, oh please

something is hiding me off
is this the wall of my heart

I have been lost so many things I've got
for long time I've been searching for my way
I carry on, carry on ...

I'm so spiting to their ugly heart
to this so stood world
everyday I forbear to fall the tears
don't wanna be down

everynight hurt is so deep in my heart
is this my life
oh! show me please
the wall close to me
it's so painful, stop it!

is there someone to help me
please get me out of here
oh! get me out!dead or alive, no place to run
get it settled once and for all

dead or alive, can't live in the past
only one way to live

* give me heart finishing blow
if I could only turn my back
let me do screaming high

squeeze the throes of death for me
it comes here the blame I'd done before
fall on me as if it grow in my brain
the ugly side of myself tears me upat this time I can't go back

give my heart finishing blow
if I couldn't run from the past
let me do screaming high
disclose the feeling inside of me

dead or alive, can't live in the past
only one way to live
[* repeat]

the fight is over
the mad rain had gone past over me
blood is flowing down
tear is flowing down
now I'm alive and I'm walking to town again

sigh, o level results coming out soon le, although i shouldnt be worrying about my Os, i worry for everyone in the class...not that i think u all will do badly...but ya, just wish all of u good luck...

i was playing guitar in my room just now...and i realise i was playing a lot of sad songs...den i played peng2 you3...and sang it while playing...

while i was singing that song...many wonderful memories appeared in my minds...the first day when we met, our first banner painting session, campfire, CNY....EVERYTHING!!!! and believe it or not...i cried...not as in crying out loud...but ya, cried...

its been long since i cried, and even though im a guy, i wont feel embarassed that i cried...because i really really love this class, i dont want anyone of us to leave or change class... because it will be so stupid lar...sigh..=(

well...here are some of the things i wanna say to the class if in case anything really happen..like change class or smth...

i had the best 1 month of my life in college..and i am very glad that i spent this wonderful month with all of you..you guys rock!!!

remember the day when we first met? playing whacko in the hall? i remember xiao yu's name keep getting called...Jason's too..=)

and out first dance and singing session...we all joined hands and sang songs...and i am sure everyone in the class enjoyed that session...

our first banner painting session!!!! and our 3 class songs...hehe...and not to forget...CAMPFIRE!!! everyone sang and cheered their hearts out...and i can say that campfire day is and will always be the best day in my life....

sigh..but good things cant last forever i suppose? im not trying to be pesimistic here, but ya, we have to face reality... all we can hope for is that there will be as minimum changes as possible...

in case if i get kicked out...i wanna say this last time that u guys have been wonderful for the past month..and i really hope the spirit of 69 will last forever...

i suddenly dont feel like stopping...because i have too many things to say to each and everyone of u...i just have a lot of things going through my mind now...perhaps...this is STORM and STRESS...=(

lets all hope and pray that our class wont be affected...and will stay together for the coming 2 years...alright, thats all folks!!!

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!!

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...uglord cries silently in the night...
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hehe, i duno what to blog about leh, but ya, just wanna start the ball rolling by blogging about something...

well, school has been rather busy for me, as in, ya, still trying to adapt to JC life...going school early, and returning home late in the evenings, i hope everyone will get use to it soon, or maybe there are already people who xi2 guan4 this kind of life le...but ya, not for me though...haha...but yea, life is not stressful at all...because i have a bunch of lively, lovely and fun classmates =)... haha, and all of them made my 1 month plus in college very fun and exciting...

sian...o level results going to release soon le, all the best to all those who took the o levels, wish u all the best =), and dont be so stressful for these few days k? all of u can make it de...haha..

yup, thats about it, dont wanna type too long also, just wanna keep it short..hehe, sian, got GP debate to do, still got projects!!! sigh...duno where to start..=( and ya, do visit my blog ya? http://uglord.diaryland.com ...hehe =)

yup, thats all folks, see ya in school!! =)

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...and uglord begins the joruney through the underground ruins...
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hey ppl,

i've created this blog. hope you like the design. sorry for posting it up so late... wasn't very efficient these few weeks. i will try to update this blog when i have time. and ppl please do blog whenever and whatever you want. show others how you live your life, make an art out of it. ^^
spread the message around. thanks. BTW, if you are wondering who hal is, that is me, xiaojun. yupz. that's all. good night.